Im desperate.

for weightloss for support .

im at 184

please help me

i want to lose 20 lbs by christmas.

ana where are you?

wow its been a while!

so like school started and everything was cool but the bullshit as always had to happen! my friends all of a sudden decided i didn't exists anymore. Which is alright cuz they sucked anyways. so i pretty much was forced in to finding new friends bu i just hung out with some old ones :). (im so anti social). so i was walking around with my friend when we stopped to talk to this chick (who i would have never talked to myself cuz shes cooler than me) and she and her friend were chowing down on burritos and their stick thin!!!!those girl were freaken models, and i realized that becouse they were stick thin it wasn't awkward when they ate. so i longed for that to wear their stupid tight pants and feel great!!

so i wanted to just run to bathroom and throw up!!!

i want to be like them!!!!! grrr!!!

i have skin/hair like them all i need to do is have a body like theirs. i shop at the same places as them.

so i have to get as thin as them cuz now im at 186!!!

so from now on its only veggies and fruit.

and working out like a crazy whore!!!

Just got my. Laptop their will be more post i promise

Aww :( i can only do small posts :(

@ i have to get back on my feet... I woke up @ 6:56 am. I havent eaten sofar and its around 9:46. I plan on having a slice of toast later on. 70 cals

love

@ r alone. Ugh!!! Homework!! Wich is an other distraction aside from boys, friends,test,reasearch papers, oh and did i mention boys?!? Ughh... But for now

@ cuz Im back to my starting weight. But skool is also a good thing cuz it means back to skipping lunch. And i can use home work as an excuse to eat dinne