Thursday, July 8, 2010

ugh its been awhile but ive maneged to get my chubby little hands on a computer with internet sadly i have bad new im at 173 now this stinks. i also have a stramge tale to tell i was walking with my friend and her really hot brother when my friend stumble and in an attemp to catch her balance grabbed my arm and brought me down with her shes an really big girl . bigger than me by alot. she fell and i hit the ground harder than..something that would hit the ground hard. so were on the floor and i start to giggle as i always o when im injured. and his eyes widen and he tells his sister to get off becouse i looked to fragile for her fat ass to be falling on me. and my slow amazon woman mind did not take take this as a compliment. and i said excuse me? he said becouse i was all lil and petite . im anything but lil so this confused me alot my whole life i was the tall girl guys didnt want to square dance with in thirdgrade. so then he went on about how he was so tall and hot and how i was so small and cute to him. im thinking this guy is half blind. so this confused is it possible to a different number in a scale but i touch the fat and its there thats something that my brain cant trick into believing. im confused by this and im trying not to let it distract me from my goals. please my millions of followers tell me what you think ill be sure to read your guyses comment wen i can sneak around another relatives computer.
bye tone of love and positve thoughts,
AN.
ps. i started watching this new series called pretty lil iars the girls are gorgouse and thin. i love that show for thinspo.