so like school started and everything was cool but the bullshit as always had to happen! my friends all of a sudden decided i didn't exists anymore. Which is alright cuz they sucked anyways. so i pretty much was forced in to finding new friends bu i just hung out with some old ones :). (im so anti social). so i was walking around with my friend when we stopped to talk to this chick (who i would have never talked to myself cuz shes cooler than me) and she and her friend were chowing down on burritos and their stick thin!!!!those girl were freaken models, and i realized that becouse they were stick thin it wasn't awkward when they ate. so i longed for that to wear their stupid tight pants and feel great!!
so i wanted to just run to bathroom and throw up!!!
i want to be like them!!!!! grrr!!!
i have skin/hair like them all i need to do is have a body like theirs. i shop at the same places as them.
so i have to get as thin as them cuz now im at 186!!!
so from now on its only veggies and fruit.
and working out like a crazy whore!!!
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