wow its been a while!

so like school started and everything was cool but the bullshit as always had to happen! my friends all of a sudden decided i didn't exists anymore. Which is alright cuz they sucked anyways. so i pretty much was forced in to finding new friends bu i just hung out with some old ones :). (im so anti social). so i was walking around with my friend when we stopped to talk to this chick (who i would have never talked to myself cuz shes cooler than me) and she and her friend were chowing down on burritos and their stick thin!!!!those girl were freaken models, and i realized that becouse they were stick thin it wasn't awkward when they ate. so i longed for that to wear their stupid tight pants and feel great!!

so i wanted to just run to bathroom and throw up!!!

i want to be like them!!!!! grrr!!!

i have skin/hair like them all i need to do is have a body like theirs. i shop at the same places as them.

so i have to get as thin as them cuz now im at 186!!!

so from now on its only veggies and fruit.

and working out like a crazy whore!!!

bullshit

for a couple of days i had this idea that i could figure out a healthy way to lose weight.
bulshit! bullshit!!

that was a totally dumb thing to Good thing i snapped out of it in time other wise fatty mcfafat would be blogging here.until tomorrow I'll be making a plan to lose shit loads of weight in little while. so ya.

I'll see my invisible commenter in while. (no one reads my blog:( )

lovez. A.N